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Sep. 14th, 2009

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All this Auckland talk is getting me waay too excited and I've done just a few too many victory dances in my room to be healthy. And it'll also be amazing to have you guys all so near, Vanessa and Keren living like 2 minutes away and Madhu in my lectures (though, she'll also be competition for second year law grrrr).

The point of this LJ is actually for me to release some anger though I think after reading your LJs (especially Ellens which always make me LOL) I'm not so angry anymore but I still will release it.

Firstly: I hate group work. Make that detest, loath, think it's pure evil and just the lecturers way to drivemeinsaneasifimnotinsanealreadywithexamssixweeksaway.

Secondly: I hate people correcting my work when it is obviously better than what they can produce - ah thank god I can at least be snobby here.

Thirdly(because as Mrs Parish always says, you always have to have three points): I hate working with girls.

The Full Story is as follows:

For Infosys (a surprisingly interesting paper that I'm actually considering it as a major) we have to do this group assignment with 4 people. We were allowed to pick our groups but it was practically just work with whoever you were sitting next to during the tutorial. I was grouped with these four "nice" Malaysian girls (ok, so that was not a relevant fact as any Law student would point out). And you know, with people you are new to you kinda don't want to be too straightforward and completely take over as I have always preferred because I'm a perfectionist and it's just better when I'm in control - think back to Young Enterprise Year 10 and that awesome report I did that earned me 20 bucks.

So we eventually got a topic sorted - it took so long because most of their ideas were just plainly crazy and not suitable to write an 1000 word essay on. I really don't know where they have been living in the past century but it certainly isn't planet earth. After about 10 MSN conversations and me on the verge on booking myself a place in a mental institute we finally settled on an idea that I came up with in the beginning. So we wrote up this draft in the weekend, it took 3 long hours for them to finally come up with this 500 word "story" (because it's seriously degrading to the word essay if I call it that) and throughout the whole time they just giggled at anything that was mildly amusing. And ok so they could speak English and had a good vocabulary but some people just can't string words together to make a good sentence. To use the forbidden word, it just didn't FLOW. Ok so this whole time I was wrestling my hands to prevent taking over cause that might seem rude and when those 3 hours of torture was finally over I got home and edited it. By edit I meant explain everything in detail so a sane human being will understand it, elaborate ideas and to strengthen the argument. Another 500 words later, I can proudly call it an essay.

I then immediately emailed it to everyone, thinking that they'd appreciate me taking the time to rework it to a good standard but no reply. 3 days later, still no reply. 4th day, yay an Email. So this girl just sent me another copy of an edited version of the original "text" and I was confused. So did you not see the email I sent you or are you just ignoring it? I read through it and she practically just added some more of those crazy irrelevant ideas in and made some grammatical changes that weren't right anyway.

Being nice, I edited my copy again with some of her ideas integrated and sent it back to everyone. Their reply - oh we just wanted to tell you that the copy that you received from us was the copy that you sent to us edited by all of us.

WTF? Do you take me as stupid or something?

That copy had none of the changes I made TYVM.

And just when you thought it couldn't get worse, I got another Email today from one of the girls saying that she is sorry for being "crude" (crude oil? WTF? Cruel maybe?) but she noticed mistakes in my work that she has kindly highlighted and changed. Didn't you just say yesterday that you didn't want to use my work? Why bother making changes now? But being a kind and accepting person I was open to her suggestions. I read through her changes and she just added a few full stops in and made a handful of sentences sound awkward. Great, thanks for that. Oh and apparently no one can be "new to the bus system" because everyone knows how to use buses and you can't use GPS on its own because it is run by satellites so you have to use the word satellites.

ARGH

Why, why, why?

I miss working with boys who basically obey your every word and aren't offended when you say thats sucks.

*breathe in, breathe out*

Sep. 5th, 2009

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Ok random LJ entry.

Just wondering what do you guys do with old cards - xmas cards, birthday cards etc.

I was cleaning out and I found cards that dated to when I was in Year 3. Most of them I don't even remember receiving. I felt bad chucking it out but I eventually sorted them into a keeps pile - mostly birthday cards and things from you guys - and a throw away pile - mostly xmas cards from randoms.

Lol ok the best cards I read had to be:

1. One from primary school from this girl I don't even remember saying "sorry if I did anything mean to you throughout the year."

2. One from Jess Segal, just because I still believe she is going to be famous and that card is going to be worth millions.

Anyway, I've also decided that cards are very annoying - useless but you feel mean throwing them away.

Thats all for now, share your thoughts.

Ps. Wellington is bloody cold.

Jul. 14th, 2009

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Whoa holidays are about to come to an end - or apparently have for some of you already! I haven't seemed to talked to any one of you since I left except Liz and Keren (once while she was in Maccas haha). So since I've been back I've been to Rainbows End (love), shopping, lazying around, watching DVDs and wasting money...so basically nothing.

And...exams results are out. I'd say I'm pretty happy:
Law A-
Stats A+
Econ A+
ACCTG A
And I got a letter saying I got 5th equal in stats which is pretty nice. Hopefully I won't go downhill next semester however...

So I'm currently down with a cold, quite bad as Sarah stopped understanding what I was saying during the day lol. But getting better and its definitely not swiney if you were going to ask.

So post heaps guys cos I feel like I've missed out on so much. And congrats for Ellen for getting into Vet!!

Jun. 25th, 2009

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So you know, I MIGHT HAVE SPEND $570.90 IN THE LAST WEEK.













There must be a reason why my everyday account has like 80cents on it, my credit card has a scary bill, I had to just then dig into my savings account, and I've also managed to spend money from my Trademe bank account. Ha, and to think, I'm planning on studying accounting.

May. 24th, 2009

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So much for "I'm going to refrain from doing anything till exams."

alcohol+dinner+ktv+more alcohol and food+drinking games+more alcohol+throw up in toilet and making a mess+spill your heart out to two people you've just met at 5.30am+fall a sleep on their couch = bad, bad weekend.

So who said Asians can't party...

May. 20th, 2009

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Maybe it is too many Asian dramas, sometimes I think it will be the end of the world before I find a guy that I like that likes me back. I mean, throughout most of high school having a boyfriend was never a big deal to me. I had you guys and family and that seemed fine. I wouldn't have wanted a boyfriend anyway because it'll just be difficult juggling everything and even though sometimes I did kind of feel like I was missing out, but because most of you guys didn't have one, it didn't really bother me.

Then you go to Uni and find out that practically every human being has a gf/bf or at least had one.

I didn't think it'll bother me that much until I realised how it would actually be kind of nice if someone picked you up when it was raining and you forgot your umbrella or for someone to hold your hand when you walked to class or just someone's shoulder to cry on when you did bad in a test. Despite my utter resentment for PDAs, sometimes I kinda envy the people who can do it.

It's that no one really has caught my eye. Like Wendy said, I'll still looking for that quiet-tall-hot-(rich)-but-is-outgoing-around-you kind of guy and apart from that hot stats guy who I've really ever seen twice in my life, I don't think I've found one. There are cute guys here but it's just so hard getting to know them and most likely I probably won't like their personality. And with this whole try and get into law school thing constantly on my mind, going out to make friends is hardly top priority at the moment.

But its just...oh I don't know.

Maybe I just have too high expectations or that kind of guy just hasn't found his way to me yet? More than once people I meet have said "Oh I have a friend, do you want to get to know him and...(you know)" but I've declined because I want something natural to happen, not this setting up thing.

I wish life was an Asian drama when you can just slip and fall into his arms/spill coffee on him and fall in love/have a childhood friend who has been madly in love with you for 10 years or my favourite: watch some badass hot guy get beaten up and take him to hospital and have him fall in love with you.

On a happier note, I'm coming home on the 18th June.

May. 8th, 2009

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Someone post, I need more scandal to read than just THAT.

Ok I'll share some.

It was pod crawls tonight and everything was fine for the first pod - apart from those awful shots. By the second pod, people were a bit high but still normal. They were watching porn in the third pod and random people started hooking up - I swear they don't go out! Forth pod got kinda out of control with lots of people making out - including Jen Wren with that guy and people kept shouting "you can't have sex so early." Then one girl, Holly, bumped her head on the wall and lost her ability to walk. By the time they got to our pod, people were trying to get each other naked - ie "Tits out for the boys etc etc etc" but the police ended up coming cos people were chucking bottles out of windows (and they had the police ten seven camera in it and sadly I think I was caught on camera) and we didn't even reach the last pod cos things got so out of hand - lol the police and the ambulance people were all on our floor.

So, next time Wendy complains that "Asian's can't party" I'll make her stay on my floor and she can experience the partying.

Btw she has gone to town already...

May. 1st, 2009

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So I got a B for my first law test, a little bit disappointing but overall I guess I'm content. I was one mark off B+ which would have made me so much happier but that's life. Currently this means I'm in the top 35% ish of all the law students which is a good sign I guess, but I really have to work on being in the top 25% if I want to get into second year.

At least this test probably won't count towards end of year due to plussage and I must really study hard for law from now on.

Life is sad....

(Yes, comfort me NOW)

Apr. 24th, 2009

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Someone tell me honestly, without worrying about my self esteem (what am I saying, like you guys cared anyway) how good is a mark 17/20 when the class average is 13/20? What mark do you think that is?

Lol, I kinda miss NCEA when we didn't have percentages.

Apr. 6th, 2009

Get the Party Started

Fake IDs are scary to use.

Drinks at clubs are waaay too expensive.

Foam tastes yucky and stings your eyes.

Getting wet isn't fun.

Neither is a guy breathing down your neck for 15 minutes.

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, WHY WOULD I BE STUPID ENOUGH TO GIVE A STRANGER MY NUMBER???

Apr. 1st, 2009

OPINIONS

 If you see this, you are obliged to reply.

Which one do you think is better?



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Mar. 20th, 2009

Do it like the personality test says you should


Before Mid Semester Break:

Accy Cecil Test due on Monday 23 March Completed but I got two wrong...
Stats Assignment due on Wednesday 25 March Completed
Stats Cecil Test due on Wednesday 25 March Completed
Accy Assignment due on Monday 30 March Completed
Accy Cecil Test due on Monday 30 March Completed, one wrong...
Econ Essay due on Thursday 02 April
Law Test on Friday 03 April

Plan:
Complete Stats Cecil Test tonight/tomorrow. DONE
Not think about Stats ever again until the holidays. DONE
Finish Economics Essay by this weekend Monday. DONE except i need one more reference...
Not think about Econ ever again until the holidays. DONE
Complete Accy Cecil Test by the due date.DONE
Write up lecture notes for the next module of Accy.
DONE
Finish the assignment before the end of next week.
DONE
Complete second Accy Cecil Test by the due date. DONE THANK GOD
Not think about Accy ever again until the holidays. DONE MY PLEASURE
STUDY FOR LAW LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW.

Ok, the ISTJ in me had to put that in a list to sort my brain out.

Its good that after 2 days I can cross something off.

Mar. 13th, 2009

Take That.

I have a love hate relationship with my Law lecturer, he is a crazy left wing environmentalist who somehow has the ability to talk for an hour every day but makes sure that he covers nothing to do with what we're meant to learn.

BUT

Today he made the most awesome comment in the world:

"China isn't a BLOODY communist country, it's more capitalist than the USA. Who are YOU to comment on how they do things."

HAHA

Mar. 8th, 2009

Grant me a Wish?

Tina's Wish List:

1. A new laptop, preferably that pink one from HP or that Sony one. 
Chance of actually getting it: 85% - Mum kind of suggested it.

2. Anna Sui Dolly Girl Perfume, either White or Purple.
Chance of actually getting it: 25%  - I don't think they have it in NZ.

3. Anna Sui Mirrior, because I can't find the one I bought.
Chance of actually getting it: 90% - I know where they sell it, I just have to be brave enough to spend $40 on a mirror.

4. Gucci Bag - Cos I've decided LV is too mature for me.
Chance of actually getting it: 5% - I don't think my mum will buy me one anytime soon and I can't see me actually finding someone else to pay for it, but you know, I could win the lotto this weekend, even though I'm not old enough to buy that yet.

5. Gucci Watch
Chance of actually getting it: 95% - Mum promised....


6. Ring/Braclet from Tiffany & Co
Chance of actually getting it: 20% - There's a shop in Auckland and I guess I have $600, but would I be brave enough to spend it?

7. Justin, you know that really hot asian guy we met yesterday.
Chance of actually getting him: Unknown, I don't know his last name, what he studies and whether he has a gf or not. But you never know.

Mar. 5th, 2009

O-R-G-A-N-I-S-E-D

Ah I love the feeling of organisation. Except the fact that I have 6 assignments, 15 Cecil Tests and 1 Essay hanging over my head. But that's ok because I don't think we've had enough lectures to begin on those.

So I have an hour break, except only like 15 minutes now. And I have nothing to do. I'm up to speed with law readings, I've done all my notes for Accy and Econ and Stats feels like what we did in Year 11 so there's no point going back to that. Phew. And I don't have to do Wendy's work because, well, I don't get Bio. Haha

It's so weird going to lectures everyday and sitting next to a different person each time. I kinda know people who do my papers but almost none of them are in my classes. So it can be a little awkward but I guess most people are in the same boat. This morning because of Wendy we were late to class so I went into the lecture hall and just wanted to find a seat and sit down. I spotted one seat in the middle of the row so I made the whole row of people move in so I could sit down and at the same time wondered why they were all giving me funny looks. When I finally sat down, I looked up and saw all these empty seats in front of us. That was awkward. At least I got to sit next to an Asian Guy haha, even though he was asleep have the lecture.

Ok, might be checking out our apartment for next year this afternoon, yes I'm THAT organised.

And Wendy is officially on a diet with me, Tehe

Mar. 3rd, 2009

Meeting the Right People.

Its late and I want to go to bed but I just want to share some things:

1. Law readings are so boring I could die. Accy isn't that much better.
2. I joined the Kiwi Asian Club AND we have a BBQ on Saturday. HOT ASIAN GUYS.
3. It seems like everyone I've clicked with so far is asian - Malaysian, Korean, Chinese. Hmmm...
4. I can't see myself ever going to VIC and I love UoA.
5. Wendy has a sucky timetable.
6. I should really go to bed.

PS. I <3 you guys.

Feb. 28th, 2009

So this is UNI?

I don't know what I expected from Uni, but this definitely isn't it.

I came here excited, fully prepared to comfort/look after Wendy but it seems like we've swapped roles. I thought hostels was a place where we stayed, with a couple of nice neighbours on each side and we kinda just go to class and then come back home. BUT IT ISN'T. Basically this place is like camp. We live in pods which feels like cabins, we have floor rivarly which is like house rivarly and there are activities everyday which we are expected to be present at. It feels like camp and I've never liked camp. It's like camp with brightside.

I think what's making this experience worse for me is that I haven't clicked with the people in my pod, except one but we're still not very close - I'm closer to people in Wendy's pod lol. Ok, there are seven people in our pod, 3 of them are like bright side, 1 of them is never here because she has friends elsewhere, and the last one is kinda nice and quiet but seems to fit in with the "brightside" people more. Our floor has already got the reputation of being the party floor and everyone just seems to want to get wasted every night and go into town and I'M JUST NOT INTERESTED.

I've never been one of those people who like big group activities, I've just been comfortable with my group of close friends and that's always suited me fine. I'm not a loner but I just don't like lots of people. This is probably why I'm not too keen on participating in these hostel activities - I'd rather find a couple of good friends and go shopping with them or something. There's no way I'm going to get to know everyone here and I'd rather not waste time trying. I don't want to know 300 people, I just want a group of close friends.

What I want most is like to flat with a couple of friends in our own apartment, so when we come back home we can have dinner and then go to our rooms to do our own stuff and then come to the lounge etc. It will be like home and not camp. I'm struggling to call this place home because it doesn't feel like home. It's going to be so weird when schools starts and we'll all just go into our rooms and close our doors or something. I want to live somewhere where we can feel like family, not so ioslated and alone. Even in Wendy's pod it doesn't feel like home because this place is just so big and there are people everywhere.

Maybe it's because I've been away from the country for so long but I seem to be on a completely different planet to the people here. I don't want to go clubbing, I don't want to go to parties, I don't want to get trashed - Hannah's probably gagging on air by now. I'm actually kinda relieved that I'm not 18 so I don't feel obliged to go. It just isn't the lifestyle I want to live. I feel no interest in going to town and getting drunk. I do want to meet new people and all but I don't want to do it under the influence of alcohol, I'd rather do it shopping or something. I know uni should be about partying  etc but I don't feel like it. I do want to experience town and everything but it's not something I want to do on a regular basis. I'm just more asian at heart I guess, this New Zealand lifestyle isn't sinking into me.

I don't know whether it's my fault that I'm not fitting in or is it other people's fault. It probably doesn't matter. I'm kinda hoping that classes will start so I'll meet more people, hopefully people I will click with. Maybe hostels is just going to be like school, the people here can be the bright side people, people that are in your life but when this ends, we just go our separate ways. I'm sure I'll find a bunch of people I click with and have a blast but in the meantime I guess I'll just have to deal with this.

At least I still have Wendy, even if she has gone clubbing for the 3rd night in a row.

Comment me, comfort me whatever to make me feel better.

Dec. 13th, 2008

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Ok so complaining to parents about the whole Dux things seemed to work to my advantage, no lecture and even a bottle of J'adore for christmas (even though I said I was going to wait before getting this perfume, but who cares).

Anyway, can someone give me the detailsof janessas? I can't seem to find the invitiation...

Dec. 9th, 2008

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I seriously do not want to post this because you guys will probably think so lowly of me after reading this that you'll stop talking to me forever. Haha lol and I swear that if it wasn't for all the questions I got pestered with by my parents I would not even consider writing this but I have to release this some how.

Anyhow, I know I should be happy with what I got etc etc etc and not to be a sore loser and I was happy last night but now, I'm not so sure. So my parents don't exactly know what Proxime Accessit is or what Dux is really but they eventually got the messge that Dux was for 1st Place and well Proxime Accessit was just another award that has no importance.  Of course, for an asian parent its either first place or no place.

"Don't you always get first place?"
"No, I only got it once."
"Oh."

Yea, that was my Grandma, I will excuse her ignorance but even if I got first place every year, it still wasn't a very pleasant comment.

"Why did she (Lucy) get all those cups?"
"Ummm, I don't know. She was smart??"
"Why didn't you?"
"I'm not smart enough?"

I'm am so sick of those why questions. Why don't you guys just get them yourself if you want them so much?

But I'm also a little bit angry about this multi level thingy, so basically I had no chance at getting the Level 3 Economics Cup just because I didn't do an University paper. What if we just wanted to focus on NCEA? And if the school remembered correctly, nobody offered us the chance to jump to Level 3 in Year 12, it seems just Mrs Mclean's class was told, thats even less publicised than Level 3 English was. It's kind of unfair when the rest of us could have got better marks but had no chance at it, at least with English we were doing similar work and there was a decent class of 12 and not 2.

Physics...hmmm. I'm 80% sure I got better marks than Lucy and the rest 20% I am sure that I got at least the same marks as her. The only test she bet me on was our first class test which shouldnt be counted anyway. I got E,E,E,M,E and I cannot imagine her getting straight Es, especially since even she was sure herself that I would get the cup after mocks. If this was due to the whole class contribution thing, I might just consider murdering someone.

So I lost the calc cup fair and square and history and english I never expected to get but those two I am quite angry about! Ok, so I shouldnt be and I know I'm sounding like a 3 year old but I admit, it does kinda hurt especially since although I didn't really expect dux, I expected those two cups at least. And I'm pretty sure I would have had a smaller aggregate placing if I got those two cups because I'm sure I did better than her in history.

But oh well I guess, if that's how they do it, that's how they do it.

I can't do anything about it except have a rant on LJ.

And I do sincerely mean it when I say I'm happy for Lucy because it isn't her fault and she definitely worked way harder than I did.

Man, this is a long post.

 

Dec. 8th, 2008

Ways to wreck your night.


The curse of asian parents parent and Grandma.

Enough said?

 

 

As requested these are the books I got:

 

The Pankhursts by Martin Pugh

The Ascent of Money - Financial History of the World by Niall Ferguson

Speeches that Changed the World - btw Chilton teachers, we GOT this LAST YEAR too. Even though it has a different cover.

 

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